It’s my Math paper tomorrow and I’ve totally no interest and/or any feelings for it. Seriously, I’m caring less about my exams and academic these days. I’m supposed to be doing my math sums, attempting to solve as many as possible so I can do well for my paper one tomorrow, but I just can’t get my head into the book.
I’m so frustrated.
It was like this, too, yesterday, when I was supposedly expected to revise my chemistry, which had obviously pwned me today. But since everyone else, including the pros were lamenting, I doubt the average’ll be THAT high. But then again, they’re pros right?
How badly can they ever score!? Even if it’s a B, HEY IT’S SO DARN HIGH CAN.
At least for me.
I just hope I can pass this paper. My dad’s just n.u.t.s. He wants me to get an A. A!! OMGSSHH.
I’ve never gotten an A in my life for any science paper, ever since I started learning science way back when I was nine. Now I’m 15. Yes, you know a B is already super high for me? A ! Whatthefishman, that’s expecting for the obviously inachievable. Seriously, he should face reality, that his daughter here will NEVER ace her science paper. I don’t know why, maybe it’s because my foundation isn’t good. I never liked science too. Like, c’mon does a science nerd actually does webdesigning and writes fanfics and blogs all day long. Writing, designing.. they’re ART ! Not sciences man. I’ve never fancied that subject and how I wish my science years can be over soon. Yeah, like when I get into university.
But *sigh* I don’t wanna get into University so soon! I don’t wanna leave my high school friends ! I don’t wanna leave my beloved teammates ! No, of course nooooottttttttttttttttttt~
I really love them all, aww..
SIGH. ENTANGLED IN EMOTIONS, WHAT AM I TO DO?
That’s one thing I always write. WHAT AM I TO DO?
Argh. My life is so troublesome. And and ! I got a pimple today ! Actually it’s two, but whatever.
Am I stressed? Yeah, maybe I am. That’s why I blogging. ZITS SHOULD DIE.
They’re big and at my chin ! Okay it’s below my mouth, but.. they’re visible and this morning, just about 12 hours ago, at 3am or something, I WAS AWOKEN BY THE PAIN WTFDASDPAJDPAWJDAMSD.
Not frustrating enough?
Then, as I was squeezing my zitties, I had stomachache. -_-
But at least I went online to Illustrious to check stuff out. Illustrious is bee-you-ti-fool. Know why?
Because SOY OWNS.
She’s one of the BESTEST EVER webdesigner I’ve anyone could have ever come across. Her posters are great, really. Actually the entire Illustrious Family’s skills are awesome. How I envy them.
Oh yes, Soy just critisized my pieces and really, I thank her for that. I need someone to tell me how to improve. I know my poster’s not right.. but I just don’t know how to do it. AND HERE COMES ILLUSTRIOUS.
Actually I’ve joined the forum a long long time ago, like in May this year or something but I haven’t really posted and I err, kinda forgotten about illustrious but the admin team kept sending me mails of updates and so one fine day, I was kinda bored studying and my parents weren’t at home (like now) so I got online and went to Illustrious. It really changed. The layout’s great and the banner ! They’re contributions of the members itself ! OOHLALA.
And guess what, they’re just so splendid artpieces. I like all of them, especially the BoA piece, and the Leila Tong, and Yunho ! ZOMGG’d.
Illustrious is FULL of talents, I tell you. They’re all the talents of webdesigners and Man, AM I SO PROUD TO BE PART OF THE FAMILY AND HAVE SUCH GREAT PEOPLE AROUND ME TO TEACH ME STUFF. (and I can admire so many pretty things everyday ! eyecandies !!)
What more?
I just wanted to use the buttons, haha.
See ya.
p.s. I feel so much better now, after talking about webdesigners like at Illustrious. But I still don’t have the mood to study, though.
